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- time flies when yer busy as shit
- by sterces
- in beckysalami.blog.co.uk
- 18 days old
- My stuff is all packed up and probably bobbing along on the Atlantic somewhere. I wander around my empty house and feel nothing. I'm excited to start a new life again in Canada. A and I have spoke a couple of times recently. I avoid him as he brings amateur dramatics. I can't be dealing with that sort of nonsense. I haven't emailed my X, B in... more
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- Ketchup
- by sterces
- in beckysalami.blog.co.uk
- 27 days old
- Friday I had a busy day with family and a few mates. Saturday, weigh day, I managed to GAIN a pound! yeah, wtf is that about!? I don't know! All I know is that I have gone down another dress size! So G and I dropped E off at the in-laws and headed to Alton Towers Saturday morning. I hadn't been on a roller coaster for 9 years because I was... more
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- My Love in a Cardboard Box
- by sterces
- in beckysalami.blog.co.uk
- 46 days old
- I've had some time to think about what the contents of B's box of memories might hold. It makes me feel sick in my stomach and a little excited. But only a very little bit. The excited bit wonders if he'll remember how much we loved eachother and remember me fondly, which is all I could ever want. The rest of me says DANGER! NOTHING GOOD CAN... more
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- HE SAID/SHE SAID (amended)
- by sterces
- in beckysalami.blog.co.uk
- 47 days old
- My last corrospondance with B (MY FIRST LOVE) went as follows: ME: Stop trying to sound all cool and rebellious. I meant that I wanted to be with you ALL the time. Donkey. Anyway, I've learned that people want all sorts of different things in relationships. I, for instance, like being controlled and dominated. Not that that ever happens. ... more
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- Thursday Morning
- by sterces
- in beckysalami.blog.co.uk
- 47 days old
- A's online but still not communicating with me. I'm going to give up now until he does. maybe he just needs some time but either way I'm sure he'll say he's just been busy. Why do the boys I know play so many games? I know from experience that it can be hard to give up the 'what if?' fantasy, especially when reality has issues you were hiding... more
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- The first few moments of B and me
- by sterces
- in beckysalami.blog.co.uk
- 49 days old
- A still isn't speaking/texting/calling me. It's still possible that the email I sent didn't get to him and that he didn't see the messages I sent when he was online. It's possible he's just busy. It's likely he's pissed. I think the problem with A is that he never really got over me dumping him for B. He still wonders if I'm 'the one' and I... more
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- Nicked From A's Blog
- by sterces
- in beckysalami.blog.co.uk
- 52 days old
- I got a message this morning from A. He's been away in Cornwall with his wife the dance instructor and their son, also called A. He's desperate to speak to me and can I please be online tonight. So here I sit. A and I have never hugged, never touched. We met 10 years ago online. I was smitten but A had a girlfriend. Eventually he realised the... more
